So why the depressing title? Good question


Well... as most of my watchers know I have a rat named Topaz. And over the last few days she hasn't been doing very well. My house gets very old during the nights and I get no warm air in the room, and my dad REFUSES to get a space heater, even though my room is wicked cold this time of year (hence why I get chilled and sick during the winters here. Which are pretty wussy winters compared to like... Montana, Minnesota, and Wisconsin XD)

So, pretty much my ratty caught a cold. and I've been tryin' to make her happy and cuddling with her and make her warm before I go to sleep, and giving her fresh fruits and lots of foods filled with vitamins and stuff. But I guess it wasn't enough.
I came home from school and she had passed away ;~;

So R.I.P Topaz, I ruv yu :c
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Anyway... I'll talk about other stuff now.

So senior years been doing... okay. I mean, I've been having an alright time, but I've just had a lot on my mind, and about things that really annoy me. And I'm really struggling in my Japanese class to keep up with the pace we're learning at. Learning new and complicated kanji, and casual forms of sentences... I have a habit of never being able to learn something until AFTER we have had a test on it... XD But today I actually wrote a journal that fit the requirements of the assignment and slowwwwwwly getting it.

Jen also attempted to learn me some German.

Well I couldn't pronounce anything.

Because my brain kept doing... weird... things... to their words. XD

Like a weird Engrishy-Germanese.. I had fun though XD

I am also applying for a job at a printing shop on friday ;3 Which means. MONIES FOR HAWREE~

Yay I won't be a bum with no money anymore! XD

Friends are also forcing me to come with them for home coming, with no date XD and I've had this battle with myself just... asking a dude-friend to come with me we both have someone to go with, I dunno. -shrug- Point is, I get to dress up all purdy and be a retard for 4 hours. YES!

Also, I'm going to a Skillet concert on Halloween ;D
Their new album that just came out in august, and their touring in a ton of states.
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I've also been drawing... stuff. I know I've been saying that for like EVER, but I promise I will post something. SOMETHING in the next week or so. Kay? See ya~