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GAIS. OMG. ITS NOVEMBER ALREADY.


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Which means its almost CHISTMASSSSS <3

Nyah~ <3

Anyway.
Lately, I have been in a SUUUUUPERRRRR good mood, like... I probably shouldn't be this happy on a normal basis XD Last week some stuff happened and I have been feeling awesome since. I sleep better, I'm wanting to just be silly again. I feel so much more alive right now, I wanna scream XD I think it may be related to the fact that a friend of mine that I rarely EVER get to see is letting me come to her college on my day off on Friday (I'm going to the same college next year) to meet some good friends of hers, and get to know some awesome people. Which, I love meeting people. So I got super excited. X3
Weird to be talking about colleges .___.;;;
Still hitting me that I graduate in like 7-8 months. XD;
YES. HIGH SCHOOL. NO MOAR.
Which I'm sad, because I thought I hated most everyone in my graduating class. But this year, I'm kinda growing attached to people I never thought I would. So graduation will be sad :c
We had an assembly for the seniors a few weeks ago and they gave us cap and gown order forms and whatever. Getting us all pumped for graduation. Everyone was all excited and screaming. And then the ASL teacher comes up to everyone and goes "SO WHOS GOT THEIR CULMINATING PROJECT DONE? DDD"

Room goes dead silent.

For all you who don't live in Washington and don't know what this is. This is Washington's retarded idea of being communist. Where everyone makes a portfolio of their 4 years of high school with several requirements. A long with hours of community service, job shadowing hours, written reflections of 4 best works. And lots of other crap you put into this fatty portfolio, and then making a 10-12 minuet presentation about it. If your under 10 mins, or over 12, your automatically fail the project. The end. 'Cause were not cool enough to do senior projects anymore :c So everyone makes communist portfolios. To reflect on "what we learned in high school"

I learned people are ass holes. XD

So that's pretty much were I'm standing at the moment. Gotta finish this thing by March. XD
So I can go to Sakuracon and enjoy my... 3... day... spring vacation. (Did I mention the teacher strike screwed up all of my vacations? Made them shorter. Thanks KSD </3) Even screwed up my winter vacation, minus 2-3 days from it. Hahaha. Kay I gotta to go pollute the environment and fill up my car with gas and get going to school. Bai bai now.

So it's pouring down rain outside XD

Has been like... this whole week actually. Which really kind of sucks with the whole flood scare this year. For you guys who don't live in Western Washington, there's this damn called the Howard Hanson dam, and its breaking. and it holds... oh I dunno, a good amount of the rainfall water back from rivers like the green river and keeps them from over flowing. Well... now that its breaking and they have no time to fix it before fall/winter, they can only hold so much water in it now. Because if that dam broke.... oh boy XD The low lands around me will flood... which would completely suck. So I'm really hoping that doesn't happen. :/

Usually for Washington this much rain doesn't matter, but now everyone worries when it rains so much. :c
Anyway, lets talk about happy stuff.

Well, first. I'm sick lD; I caught a cold on Tuesday and lost my voice on Wednesday, but I'm startin' to feel a little better, more like I'm forcing myself to feel better because of gasukan this Saturday in Seattle. I miss it every month because I'm an idiot and I'm NOT missing it this time. >>
But I've missed 3 days of school, gosh darnet. Just when I'm doing so well and not missing class and practically have straight A's... my immune system goes and crashes on me. >:l Ah well

Unless it is just TERRIBLE weather tomorrow, I WILL be at gasukan. I'll just be loaded up on cough medicines, tissues, tylenol and hand sanitizer. It'll be okay, this happens every year to me at sakuracon XD I'm feelin' a little better though, so I should be well enough to go tomorrow.

Thats all for nows, I'm gonna go back to sleep. g'morning. /snore/

So why the depressing title? Good question


Well... as most of my watchers know I have a rat named Topaz. And over the last few days she hasn't been doing very well. My house gets very old during the nights and I get no warm air in the room, and my dad REFUSES to get a space heater, even though my room is wicked cold this time of year (hence why I get chilled and sick during the winters here. Which are pretty wussy winters compared to like... Montana, Minnesota, and Wisconsin XD)

So, pretty much my ratty caught a cold. and I've been tryin' to make her happy and cuddling with her and make her warm before I go to sleep, and giving her fresh fruits and lots of foods filled with vitamins and stuff. But I guess it wasn't enough.
I came home from school and she had passed away ;~;

So R.I.P Topaz, I ruv yu :c
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Anyway... I'll talk about other stuff now.

So senior years been doing... okay. I mean, I've been having an alright time, but I've just had a lot on my mind, and about things that really annoy me. And I'm really struggling in my Japanese class to keep up with the pace we're learning at. Learning new and complicated kanji, and casual forms of sentences... I have a habit of never being able to learn something until AFTER we have had a test on it... XD But today I actually wrote a journal that fit the requirements of the assignment and slowwwwwwly getting it.

Jen also attempted to learn me some German.

Well I couldn't pronounce anything.

Because my brain kept doing... weird... things... to their words. XD

Like a weird Engrishy-Germanese.. I had fun though XD

I am also applying for a job at a printing shop on friday ;3 Which means. MONIES FOR HAWREE~

Yay I won't be a bum with no money anymore! XD

Friends are also forcing me to come with them for home coming, with no date XD and I've had this battle with myself just... asking a dude-friend to come with me we both have someone to go with, I dunno. -shrug- Point is, I get to dress up all purdy and be a retard for 4 hours. YES!

Also, I'm going to a Skillet concert on Halloween ;D
Their new album that just came out in august, and their touring in a ton of states.
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I've also been drawing... stuff. I know I've been saying that for like EVER, but I promise I will post something. SOMETHING in the next week or so. Kay? See ya~

So I FINALLY started senior year XD

So far its off to a bit of a shitty start, just being that my school has failed to switch me into classes I NEED. and yet Freshman, Juniors, and Sophomores are getting schedule changes before I am. It kinda makes me wanna scream. Because seniors are supposed to get priority. >>;

Anyway.

So I already enjoy most of my classes, there's so many people I really don't know out of my own class of seniors I probably should take the time to get to know XD So, I've been making some new friends and such. Most of them I don't get along with. Yayyyy XD

But I think my favorite class is cooking.

Because I get to make tasty stuff. 6th period, at the end of the day when I'm always waiting for that school bell to get out to finally be able to go get something to eat xD Plus I got a nice array of people to work with, so it seems fun. Today the teacher showed us how to make this pizza dip stuff. OMG IT WAS SO GOOD ;D I'm totally making that for friends and family sometime.

Hm, my art class is..... okay. It's really awkwardly silent and I like to talk a lot during art classes. But literally ALL other electives are filled to the brim with students and I can't take the digital design class I wanted. Even though I'm a senior, I'm supposed to get priority choice on classes, and they let freshman into the class before me >> But I'm not gonna make a lame rant how much my school sucks because everyone already knows it.

My least favorite class is probably geometry... only because I haven't found anyone interesting to talk to yet, and since I'm a senior in a sophomore class (Im stupid and I failed geometry 2 years ago. Kay.) everyone is so little, and I FEEL SO OLD. And... nerdy XD
Sad thing is on the placement test I totally bombed it.
Because I couldn't remember how to solve simple algebraic equations until... well, today XD I wish the teacher luck on explaining things to this brain. WHOOT~

So I'm gonna go do home work now. Work on stuff, bye bye :3

So yesterday was an interesting day for all you who were with me yesterday. WHOO! We proved school needs to come back! Hooray!

Anyway, so my friend showed me this video of this goat that made me LOL so hard. And I just laugh harder every time I watch it XD

For most of you who know me personally shall note that I HATE goats.
I have since last summer.
They smell.
Their stupid.
And they chew on my pants.

Anyway XD For all those people that just been an LOL, watch this.

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Though stop watching it after 1:02 because they jsut start zooming in on a billy goats... uhm... 'friends'. And Unless you like that sorta thing... I dunno. Id suggest stop watching after that point XD

Okay I'm skittering off nows. bye bye XD